Day what ever.....

Thing have been a little crazy in my life the last week. First off I was like 90% sure that I was pregnant, all the test where coming up negative but I just felt pregnant. Not that I would not love to have another  baby but I'm at the beginning of a journey that I intend to Finnish. I want to have another baby but after I reach my goals and after we have a bit of a higher income. It's been hard not wanting to just have another baby after I lost my baby in November. I think that because of loosing the baby I wanted a baby so bad that I started to feel pregnant (I have no idea where the random nausea came from though).  Because of the craziness of the week I have not been doing all that well, I have not been writing down everything I eat and I took a few days off from the gym. Today has been a much better day, I just need to make it through dinner now! Dinner is my worst, I do great all day but when dinner comes I just eat all I want and never write it down. I think That's what I will work on this week. As for working out I need to get back on the bike I'm just so in love with running and swimming that I have to push my self to get on the bike. I think that when the weather gets nicer biking will be better but right now its too cold. Well friends I will be back tomorrow to let you know how I did. -Ruthie